just like them

2006-12-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

All I want christmas is you
Mariah Carey
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
And I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
And I, I just wanna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for St. Nick
I won't even stay awake
To hear those magic reindeer click
Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding onto me so tight
What more can I do
Oh baby, all I want for Christmas is you
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of childrens'
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me
The one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me, quickly
I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just wanna see my baby
Standing right outside my door
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby, all I want for Christmas is you
All I want for Christmas is you, baby

I was deeply indulged by this christmas song...
All I want for christmas is YOU~
This year was silent christmas and I spent it so meaningfully!
obviously it was with dear and his family..
I was being surprised by ahkagi, the santa clause with his presents...

my once aimed fav notebook from my fav shop
and a converse bag!
thanks darling for being a santa clause which I have been yearning to see one for the past 16years.. We used to believe santa clause will only come when we are asleep to put present into our socks which was so stupid tales i ever heard and I couldn't believe I can believe it when I was young.

I gave dear one box of levi's briefs .. haha
and he wore it on his head and outside the short , initimating the SUPERMAN!

We had to wait until 9.30pm so the christmas feast will be ready so dear went to vista point to cut his hair and now he looked like kong kong!? damn fcuk?

We spent time at vista point since the dinner will not start so early..walked around to ask for odourless black paint for his room and I didnt expect painting a room will be so ex? 60 bucks..
We walked past foodcourt and was already hungry so we decided to buy one meal and shared..as usual we had YOU MIAN again but he ate more than me but he complaint to his mom that i ate more! i'm not puipuituaituaiJIA!

HEY EVERYONE..
saw III is horrible.don't watch it!

lets continue..
We played poker cards together while waiting for the 2 chefs( dear's brother and his friend) to prepare the food and I won only 50 c but thanks god i didnt lose also !!! dear won 5 bucks,he is just damn lucky only..haha

FINALLY, his dad was back from work and food were all ready to served !!

there were really alot of food..so heavenly!look at the pic you will know!!
the garlic bread really superb!!

and we took some pics with those xmas hats..

the time struck 12am and his brother pop-ed champange!
this was how I spent my special xmas night..

I shall not talk about boring exact xmas..

2006-12-11T11:26:00.000+08:00

This is how gua sa will be like... it may look like bruises,pain like hell but actually its toxic that caused it to become red and black. IN FACT, i think its painless..I'm testing out the picasa that i downloaded ytd..haha

2006-12-07T00:19:00.000+08:00

Pardon me for my imperfection. Maybe I'm still childish,being so immature to handle everything.

I miss rohani,the great teacher who never fails to cheer us up. Her lessons are always filled with smile in everyone 's face. THE SWEETEST TEACHER !

2006-12-03T09:32:00.000+08:00

2 more pathetic days and our long-wished term break is here!

and worse to worst PENANG TRIP is coming!!

rrrah.i don't wanna sleep outside!

hmmmmmm..
i don't know whether am i excited to leave Singapore to Penang (6 days) for dragonboat competition..

i don't know whether ami excited to leave my familiar msn chatters, usual websites and blogs.

i don't know whether am i excited about not contacting my fellow peeps for 6 days,

i don't know whether am i excited to having to lug heavy bags on 14th dec,

i don't know whether am i excited to spend my time without any music, (I CAN'T LIVE W/O MUSIC!!!!!)

i don't know whether am i excited to wake up early in the morning just to go competition and shopping,

i don't know whether am i excited to spend my money without any worry,

i don't know whether am i excited not to see and contact darling for 6 days.
i'll seriously miss him.

2006-11-30T23:15:00.000+08:00

What are my priorities? This question has been in my mind for 2 days since that incident happened in dragonboat.
I THINK I'M SPENDING MOST OF MY TIME ON DRAGONBOAT!
and thinking i'm spending less than 50% of my time with my family,I felt guilt-strickened .Not because i think of those happiness time with my family but how much I will be able to spend time with them before they are gone one day. I shouldn't say these ...

When I have not taken my O level last year,I was a good girl who went back home straight after school to study. After O level, I practically worked from morning 11-9pm and got one day off which obviously its not enough, treating my house like hotel..now i quitted ramen ten but i'm still engaged in dragonboat so last time was worst! db and rt ..

i love my bf too much and I'm wondering has he fallen into my 1st priorities list?1 month and 2 days -our anniversary.my perfect bf. Waiting for that day to come fast..hope everything turns out smoothly.

I didn't expect those tears to trickle down from my eyes before I fell asleep soundly last night, guess I had over stressed my mind and started to get emotional.

2006-11-23T11:39:00.000+08:00

I'm proud to say that everything always go so well between us .. I will treasure you with all my heart!

my gold, my only one.

2006-11-10T00:57:00.000+08:00

Every science modules are pretty much borrrrrrrrring!! he teaches in such a monotonous tone , not innovative method .I think he shall go and be back his chicken little than being a faciliator.Will I get sue for writting this type of stuffs?

and let me show u his pic.

so exactly the same face.

I went to training as usual as today was at kallang and our race will be on this sat. RP DRAGONS. I hope we can get into semi final for mixed team B, LAI AH!Race day gonna be fun i guess, just like sava sprint..I am penniless so I must resist temptation of buying any shirt from the bazzar.
I couldn't resist the temptation of seeing darling so I took 51 from kallang to hougang.Never fail to make me laugh throughout the journey as i told you guys he is the most humourous guy that I met.
love him lots.

2006-11-06T07:28:00.000+08:00

I was inspired by most of my friends' blog ,that's why i wanna update my blog once again..Have been so busy with survey job , training and school.Aiya, i think i'm finding lotsa excuses again la!

Anyway, the survey job was not stressful, fun because its own time own target basics and I get to work with darling .We are sticking like glue during the survey and craking lots of lame jokes.For goodness sake, he is the best joker that can made my cheek muscle cramp. -.-" he is my lover. haha. the pay was rather high and I won't hesitate working survey job next time if IDA wanna sack us away.

craps abit on training yesterday.
It was ages since i went for sunday training and i think its was really no-regret going as it let me have a lost 2 kg mindset after training.We got to pace with SIM and we learned alot from this pacing. I shalln't say much but all I have to say is just simply 3 words - MIND OVER BODY ,you should use these words when you are totally shagged out. My face was extremely burning hot under the scorching sun so I told myself that this showed my body is working fine and I shouldn't give up half way.The good thing was Jean was behind me. This time round she didn't shout for my timing or neither power level. Wooo hooo~ Unfortunately, Steve was frigging darn pissed off by the person who put up 'good show' in youtube and I could tell he is very disappointed with our team. sigh~ curse the one who put the clip and i'm still wondering who..

I prepared the baked rice and baked it today for Pam and Jess but it tasted aweful I guess..I will try harder next time one!see ya in school..

2006-10-26T23:12:00.000+08:00

To prevent me from deleting my blog totally,I shouldn't update any emo post anymore. HAHA..

Anyway, IT doctor helped me to reformat my laptop and it's moving smoothly now..I chatted with one of the doctors and their pay is rather low $1400-full timer and $6/hr part timer.However,its pretty easy job i guess.What you have to do is just sit there and be IT doctor and examine the PATIENT.

I have no more passion for xxx ( i shouldn't reveal here,if they see..I think jess u know right?) anymore. I wanna "dehhhhhh.." but penang is so round the corner only..wahaha..

I got another new job! each survey that I successfully conducted will get $15 in less than 15 mins?!! EASY AND FAST CASH! msg me if you guys interested.

You are being missed.

2006-10-20T09:28:00.000+08:00

wahahaha..training was pretty fun yesterday because we were playing those ah lian's language(moii,euu,lubb...) ..we laughed till our abs hurt!

todaee moi pon skewl becozz moi feeling so tired and moii wan 2 reviise 4 O level englishh.moii thinking of him deep deep *deep in thoughts... how ii wishhh he issh with moii foreva and eva..Yesterday during training,moii see him..so kewl and kawaii nehhz.. but he a while melted moii heart but yesterday broke moii heartxx..lurbe hurtxx! haha..moi dunch lyk those who talk like these worxx..so eekkk nehhz..

hahaha..enough la! so difficult to even use my fingers to type what I wanna say..Anyway, I think its rather amazing how those act ah lian or act cute people like to use this kinda language,even for guy ,its a trend now.. how disgusting it can be!

moii wanna go do homeworkxx lehzz..buaiz buaiz..

2006-10-18T22:38:00.001+08:00

I am just testing out..

2006-10-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

I am just testing out..

2006-10-17T13:18:00.000+08:00

I despise failure ;
and this statement is false.

2006-10-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

My past job experiences..

hush puppies warehouse-- a few weeks or maybe one month

charity tickets -- 1 month

Ramen ten -- 11 months

I hadn't been so into working and Ramen ten is the first job that I spent pretty much effort and interest in it. In the blink of an eye, 11 months just passed .. In the past,I really enjoy working with lots of interesting ppl there but ever since so many stuffs were happening,i couldn't do anything but leave this bullshit company. Thanks to ashhar for terminating me so I don't have to work for 30hrs more before i quit.
I'm contradicting with my words. Fine. I just hope ramen ten won't close down .All the best!

GEEEEEEEEEEEEET Well soon,terry.

I miss you.

2006-10-08T10:35:00.000+08:00

I need a part time job desperately.

I told faiz my plight being in rt and how i was being terminated,sacked or how i quitted it.
and he wanted us to trash that bullshit company one day.
it's a long grandma story so I shalln't say ..
just hope that company will survive without us( me, terry , lileng, peggy, adriel, victoria and maybe rick, pj and andrick). All the best ramen ten.
there is only one thing i wanna thank rt.
I met dearest terry in rt!
thanks..

I will be out to hunt for another job one day.

2006-10-04T15:51:00.000+08:00

Terry!
i know you are reading..

just wanna let you know..

I never love anyone so deeply,but you.

thanks for being so understanding bf .

2006-09-25T11:43:00.000+08:00

I gained so much so much too much experiences from the sava sprint,in case you guys dont know what is it..it's a dragonboat race where international dragonboaters come over to singapore to challenge!

We went through tears and joys during that 2 days race..After so many hardcore training,we finally presented our very best in it.
Frankly speaking,we really did very well and having a chance to enter GRAND FINAL was too incredible for us to believe!
RP dragons!

and our girls cheer is Rp dragons,girl arrrrrrrr.......
haha..

2006-09-06T09:45:00.000+08:00

tell ya...
I attended the best seminar in my whole life on getting rich by using 100SV,even my RP school talk was not so impressing. Anyone interested?just drop me a comment.thanks!

Terry is on his way of getting rich and I'll support him all the way.
start young but i'm still 17 not 18 to sign up loads of investment ,network marketing stuffs...
what a waste.
My sister is doing small tiny business in ebay and she is earning..I may want to learn from her.

2006-09-02T23:17:00.002+08:00

2 persons bbq night which turned out pretty fun and meaningful.
The process of starting the fire was the most interesting of bbq-ing.The strong wind caused the fire grew wider until we had to use GOLD PEPSI to diminish it. The darkness night made us couldn't see how ready the food was and it ended up chao-ta.

To no good reason why we were damn full after eating some food only so we took a stroll and stopped outside a PUB? there was band inside and they sang so gracefully that made me fall into terry's arm..HAHA!

Anyway, wet training is getting tougher! arrr..monster training! BECAUSE of SAVE SPRINT ,we must sacrifice.

2006-09-01T09:54:00.000+08:00

Stereotyping indian or tamil people is wrong. I realised we couldn't judge indian by its tanned complexion and discriminate them because THEY RETURNED BACK MY LOST WALLET to my house. How touched am I ? melted.
To those friends of mine,who knew that I lost my wallet and now it was back ,beside me.
I couldn't go and see my beloved teachers yesterday because I realised I lost my wallet when I wanted to step out of my house. =/
I dolled up myself already and no choice but to go and search ):

and I didn't change to normal clothes as I thought I may have a slim chance of finding back my wallet because when I last saw my wallet was 5 mins ago so I doubled my speed.
After 10 mins of desperate search,it was fruitless. I called to reactivate my atm card and now I have to wait for 7 days and paid $5 just to get a new card. How careless can I be,how panic can I be .

Around 8 plus,one indian guy and his daughter(I assumed) were loiterring around my corridor and soon they started asking my brother "is your sister by the name of Ting Xuan?"
Then,my brother ran to my room and showed it to me and I ran to the door and thanked million times to that person. Blank and stunned at that moment so didnt ask where he stay so that one day I can treat him something.
thanks god.

Paulina worked today!!yeah..... and it was another happy day.
I'm used to not working wan yue already, actually didn't feel weird after she left.
I AM NOT HEARTLESS but I'm telling the truth.haha

2006-08-31T22:40:00.000+08:00

so I changed my blogskin..

Hope that the urge of blogging will be back soon,tomorrow if possible!

2006-08-19T00:20:00.000+08:00

Urrrrrrrggggggh...
modern dance is the best after all.
Since EGG is in modern dance and they always in gym with me on thu so I will disturb her by copying and following what she was learning from her dance instructor.I COULDN'T DO SPLIT and those bending flexibly
down. THU IS MY HAPPIEST TRANING DAY!

It's Problem 16 already-last problem of each modules already which stupidly hell-ly means that we have to change classes already!!! What the hell ...
I have to introduce myself once again "Hi,I'm Jayne from SAS-pharmaceutical Sciences,used to be Woodlands Ring Sec".FINE,I know Rp wanted us to encounter and react FIRMLY to various changes but who like changes?
Okay,everyone has to face reality..
I have to face the truth that i'm YUAN YUAN too!
Ms low did some slideshow on our work improvement and gave us 3 felero rocho(how to spell?) as a sweet token .There were 2 options of today's problem trigger-
Option 1: Design an award-winning game.
Or
Option 2: Produce an educational video on non-verbal communication skills.
so we did on video!
and I'm the hideous main actress,so disgusted with laughters. OH MAN!!

it's about love story of a mute guy fell in love with a normal gal.

After lesson,I was supposed to help Shai for the shortage of workers in Ramen Ten but due to some unforeseen circumstances,I couldn't make it .
Meet Eleanore at cwp and had a small advanced b'day celebration with her.

I treated her Ebi rice burger set meal and some frozen strawberry bliss because i wanna suit the theme of Hamburger so I asked her choose form burgerking,Mac,Kfc or Mosburger.
After her meal,I presented her her present.GUESS WHAT? it's hamburger + fries ear studs!
haha

so special right?it's made from clay but it's not fragile!

It's never easy to judge.However,time will tell

2006-08-12T00:16:00.000+08:00

In final conclusion,Team New Caledonia "defeated" Singapore for its fireworks! is it because of the person I went with? maybe ... so marvellous to resist! I kept on going "wow wow wow.." all the way...Kor kor was concentrating in taking pics while I was there drooling while watching fireworks, haha.I was in loved with the waterfall most but too bad I have to work tmr so I can't go and watch Team France. saddening.

Dinner in 'imperial treasure la mian xiao long bao' after fireworks was heavenly ! the air con is enough to cool us down,the comfortable seats really let my butt rest well and not forgetting the food!SO DAMN UBER NICE!my oh-no-so-sumptuous-dinner.(: I don't wanna upload pics because I know it would make everyone jealous so i took it away from here, someone may lick their computer screen after i uploaded.sorry,it's because I'm too lazy ;) okay, im going to get really pregnant at the rate im eating. credited to Terry Tan Teck Kai for his meal!

-hot and sour la mian
-beijing pork dumplings
-2 sets of water crystal buns

too lazy to upload pics over here though we took some.

haha...thanks billion times for making my day. Thanks x billions (;

countdown of 12 days to my term break,pleasssssse endure jayne!
the worst is training 5 days/week !!
killing man...

2006-08-11T00:06:00.000+08:00

The team Singapore fireworks wasn't fabulous as what I expected so I will go again on Friday to watch Team New Caledonia and I heard it will be nice because there'll be music? Dear and I are so excited about it..WOOOOOOOOT!

Mr Tan always enlightened me with stupid jokes!

2006-08-08T00:19:00.000+08:00

Yeah.absolutely a great recommandation of worth it movie,paulinanananana!
thanks..THE CLICK!
It was the best English movie I ever watched,that ever made me laugh my voice off.I still vividly remember I'm not stupid II actually made me have the same effect too.haha! so everyone should go and watch it,worth $6.50!

I can't wait to watch the fireworks already,so tempting..

http://www.ndp.org.sg/index.php?id=144

The Singapore Fireworks Festival 2006, in conjunction with Singapore’s 41st National Day celebration, will be held at Marina Bay over a four-day period at 2100 hours each night.

Never did I go and so crazy about watching fireworks before.
Maybe I have found someone who can stand beside me watching with me.
Still remember,last year Adam khoo asked me to go but I rejected half-heartedly but this year is a shrill contrast !so enthusiastic and inspired to go...
WED and FRI please come fast!
WED don't have any showtime but kallang padang sure have because of ndp?haiz. sure not as nice as Singapore fireworks festival 06 one!

Awwwwwwwwwww.....
Computing and maths understanding test tmr and I haven't finished studying..and Ms karen wanted me to achieve an A this time round.I'll sure to let her down.
bye..

2006-08-03T23:12:00.000+08:00

NON HUMAN TRAINING!

The training was bloody tough today and made us stay till 9.45pm.
so hellish goddamn tired now,we are all jellyfish that have to walk a few distance to the interchange.There was chaos between some of the team members because of some unforeseen issues so making us feel so fed up sometimes but I'm not. HEHE (: I got to know alot of secrets today! 2 secrets and 1 amazing fact.STEVE -our coach is a huge drinker! Awwww...I shalln't reveal 2 secrets here.

Grrrr..my abs is hurt because of those awkward postures!
oh but I should dance my leg off as there are no 125 times of sit-ups with twist!

enough of my training..

Oh yea,today module was super duly bored!!! which made me getting back a "C" again.It's nothing new to me."C" guan jiu hao(kevin's phrase).

okay.I think he's my strength of motivation. "You're my strength when I'm weak"
Seriously,just now I thought of you and I have the energy to go training again. Student,teacher is referring to you...
The person will be keep in anonymous! keep you guys in suspense...like you all want to know seh....
I shalln't give much clue...haha!

2006-08-03T10:43:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fukb_W0xn8E -Shai 's take on McDonald.

haha. I guess only RT peeps will find it hilarious..

2006-08-02T12:03:00.000+08:00

HEART MELTS...

I was kinda busy yesterday so didn't get to blog some wonderful memories.
I pon-ed my training due to unforseen circumstances but did most of the strengths during the breakout already.THANKS Mary and Lili for your psycho-ing too. GUILT-STRICKEN la!
I kept telling Lyssa that I'm guilty..and we started running to the bus stop because we saw 911 was reaching .When we were reaching the bus stop,I suddenly recalled something.NO MONEY IN EZ LINK CARD AND NO PENNY WITH ME NOR LYSSA.. Sorry lyssa,made you run like bull but ended up like that..actually you really run like a bull! So we had to walk home melancholy..

I took a short nap of 1 hour 30 minutes before I went out to have my dinner with terry!
My heart melts when I saw him .wahahahahahah XD
Settled down at pastamania and he ordered chicken ham baked pasta ,spicy clams pasta and passionfruit drink(this drink is awesome!).
I had alot of clams which never did I like before but.........
I started liking it ytd.Didn't capture any pictures of it..It was too horrible for me to do that because the way I ate was appalling.

We went to cold storage and mouthwatering durians tempted us so I bought one box and started to eat exultantly,licking our fingers after one piece was gone into our stomach!SO YUMMY !!

We walked around again and stopped by GELARE because it was tuesday ytd.As usual,half price for waffles and we ate again. GLUTTON PIGGY!
strawberry ice cream with small waffles.

2006-08-01T00:05:00.000+08:00

No more jokes and laughters.

31st July.
It was AH LEONG and WAN YUE last day in ramen ten.Wan yue will be heading to her homeland-china and stuffing herself with her grandma's homemade dumplings(She always tempts me with her ah ma's dumpling that make me can't miss it because I'm a dumpling or gyoza lover!) while Ah leong will not be working in Singapore because he is a Malaysian,actually I'm clueless about the sole reason of him leaving.

Thanks god,I worked today.
At least I saw Ah leong in Ramen Ten and visited Wanyue in shin tokyo one last time.I dragged my feet idly from Shin Tokyo when time struck 5.10pm and I had to work at 6pm.How I wish I could see them more.How I wish there is 48hours/day

We were having fun jesting around in ramen ten today as if there are no rules and regulations.We made and gave waffles ice cream and freeze to kitchen crews and exchanged back with PRAWN MAYO(which I told Ah leong I was craving for it), GOLDEN MAKI (only joseph will specially fry for us during closing,so sweet of him but golden maki is not my taste.)AND MUSHI. Hahahaha . With Ah leong and lots of humours staffs around,Ramen Ten will not seem like cave but a fun fair to me,that's why I couldn't bear to leave...
Today was so funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ever and I treasured it.
Never will I forget this day-31st July,one of the most happiest moments spent in RT.

goodbye Ah leong and Wan yue.

once again,all the best !

2006-07-30T06:18:00.000+08:00

Wet training is getting more exhilarating that make me wanna go lalaland..haha!
Coach made us do easy strokes all the way yesterday..
Attention all people!!
the ndp songs are all so tempting..As we rowed the boat yesterday,the music was so distant yet
audible..music for us while rowing was incredibly fun yet "serious" was written in everyone 's face because of STEVE the big coach!

After my long training,somehow got my arms tanned slightly and we headed to geylang to have lunch .

MY STOMACH WAS BLOATED WITH OILS

I went to ramen ten straight and started my work at 2pm instead of 3pm.
$5 more.wooooooot!
I was initially super duly dead log but sooner or later I was quite awoke.
to be continued..
have to go training now..

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Sadly,It turned out wasn't that fun than yesterday.
we took some pictures tgt.

I won the roundest face award!

Sometimes,boredom caused us to be playful ..

2 of the seniors and most of the newbies.

kooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
tell me your nightmare!
I wanna know whether how bad can it be..
how annoy can you be..
hahahaha...
2 more days to another special day..

2006-07-28T11:33:00.000+08:00

WANYUE IS LEAVING TO CHINA!

Well,don't you people think my blogskin is innovative? I guess this is how you feel when you guys are stressful but RP is not all all,NOT AT ALL!!! ;p HAHA..

Seriously,I wanna blog but I don't know what to blurt about...

I'm pretty pissed off with myself recently for not perseverance enough, not outspoken during our class meetings,FOR NOT TREATING EVERYONE WELL ENOUGH. rrrrrrrrah! I MUST CHANGE!

Dinner at pepperlunch with wanyue and some of the colleagues was rather hilarious because of the big joker-EDDDY.He can be so joker that spiced us up.

"Wanyue,all the best to you in China.
Stay gorgeous and cheerful as what u did in ramen ten.
Don't splurge so much money already..that $500 watch for your "sky" is not worth it. "
I suddenly miss wanyue .
wondering what will happen if ramen ten no wanyue,no china,no big eyes and her blurness.
no wonder yanto finalised quitting RT.
should or should not?
not the right time to decide now..

I can't believe I'm blogging during break now.
I felt so uncomfortable with the new group members!
Is not that I 'm not used to changes and we do change groups occasionally but most of my team members have different personality than me.
nvm.
I'm sure I can work well with them soon.
perservance,ONE MAN SHOW!!
haha..

2006-07-27T11:19:00.000+08:00

It should be "in loving memories.." (all thanks to MARYANA),sorry peeps.
the process of making was tedious so I didn't want to redo again.

2006-07-26T13:36:00.001+08:00

In progress...

2006-07-26T13:36:00.000+08:00

In progress...

2006-07-20T23:57:00.000+08:00

Terry,get well soon..
I know you are in recovering process but I will continue to pray for your full recovery.
* la mo ah mi tuo fo..bao you terry sheng ti jian kang.. haha.
it's has been a while already since I last sustained from swollen lips,NOW it's back once again..urrrrggg,it's awkward to look at people with such lips,so uneasy la. NEVERMIND,i know I'm better than terry who got fever,flu and sore throat. take care of yourself PROPERLY~

2006-07-19T07:16:00.000+08:00

"That's when I love you...
when nothing could change my mind.."
I listened like hell-ly a lot of times to Aslyn -that's when I love you song,goddamn sweet song,melted my heart just now.The great temptation of pressing this song repeatedly is too hard to resist.Anyway,I couldn't get that song yet,I got to listen to Bao ling na 's blog. HAHA.sorry is paulina.there's a link beside my enteries.

" why did you all put your knee down?START FROM ZERO! (pumpings)why didn't you cup your ear ?START FROM ZERO" (sit-ups)Coach's voice keep repeating in my mind.gawdddddddddd....monster in my nightmare!
nevermind,after training I always have a sense of achievement! ;)

korkor...
thanks for your sumptuous dinner.
he tabao-ed deer meat hor fun from horizon and
it's seriously very nice la
thanks thanks .so sweet of you to do that.
are all the soon-gua nice too?
haha..

2006-07-17T08:40:00.001+08:00

For once,I realised I have communication gap with my dad.Every weekdays,he never fail to send me to school by his car but I am always having no conversation to talk to him in the early morning.Truely,I can't even find any conversation even if it's not in the morning. For him,maybe he's someone who don't like to talk in the morning,that's what my brother is.HE IS GODLY DAMN TALKATIVE AFTER 1-2 HOURS AFTER HE WAKES UP EVERYDAY .Thanks, I will not be disturbed by his voice in the morning as I have school at 8.30am and he has at 7.15am so i get to catch more sleep.
Reminscing,I always have to wake up around 5.30am to get myself mentally emotionally physcially prepared for school then I'll step out of my house at 6.45am and arrived school to have my TAF club training until mid of sec 4 then I was offically out from it.haha!

NOW~
Worse to worst,If I have training now on weekends I have to wake at 4.30-5am so as to reach kallang at 7am nevertheless I still get up and try to sleep in the train.My eyes will be like 2 separated short lines when I walk to the mrt station to take a train because I will only get around 4 hrs of sleep due to long period of work in RT and usually reach home around 12 plus and plus cleaning myself so i will sleep at 1am to be exact. sicko~

Seriously,due to the heavy schedule I have been treating my house like hotel 88.
Monday- after school ,WORK
tuesday- after school,training
wednesday-after school,guitar practice
Thursday-after school ,TRAINING
Friday- after school,free.Free.FREE!!
Saturday-early morning training ,WORK
Sunday -early morning training,free after that..

oh well, I always have spendid time with him whenever we meet.thanks korkor!
hahaha.

Yesterday, we had a damn long chat with peggy .
SHOULD I QUIT RT? so much feeling towards ramen ten already.
deep in thoughts...

I couldn't believe I can actually blog quit a lot in school now.haha

2006-07-12T08:56:00.000+08:00

she.Yuting.

She felt so left out,out of our conversation,no topic to talk to and she remained silent all throughout the whole training .Pathetically,she left immediately after the training ,without joining us as a group.Of course,I felt helplessly despaired la,so i was wondering to walk fast with YT and solve her problem out or with the group? when i was pondering,she vanished into air. So,I was worried with guilt.I guessed she will be quitting soon.
Must at least has 80% of total attendance?!!!!!
crazy!

Anyway,"honeymoon at paris" was an exhilaring experience.The awesome food*drools..

I shall update the pictures soooooooooooon.It's in my digicam and now i'm in school rotting.SLACKY ASSHOLE ME!

Oh yea,Maryana DEMANDED and ORDERED me to blog about her .

wahahaha.

Seriously,she is the first girl classmate I know,then follow by lyssa.

MARYANA ,you "sucks"!

you never "rock" before.

hahaha..

it's inverted comma.

Thanks god,for always letting me group with her.

2006-07-11T13:02:00.000+08:00

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2006-07-11T07:20:00.000+08:00

Duh.Italty won?

THEY WON DUE TO PENALTY SHOT!!Actually,I didn't have any comment on the result but it's saddening to lose 5 bucks just like that. haha .

Seriously,I'm starting to H-A-T-E school especially on Ut tests days. I'm deprived from sleep nowadays,making me look so haggard and saggy.Urrrrrrrrggh,Old is the best to describe.Dennis loo even pointed out my saggy chin..How gross lahhhhhh!

I need time to get my pay and have a pity look on the amount!HOW LESS IT CAN BE.

Terry,don't show off when you see my pay !

There 's Congitive processes problem solving Ut test later and I'm still here slacking my ass .I never study for Ut tests before.Self-centered la!haha.
Okay.it's time to get my butt off this seat and go to school.I must be happy because it's science module today.

2006-07-09T10:37:00.000+08:00

Mom,don't force me.I don't wanna quit dragonboat.
my mom.my dad.
nagged hellish 15 mins on cons of dragonboating only.
my papa just shut his mouth off and gave me those scornful look.

arrrgggggggggh.

I pon-ed training today because I need sleep,I need rest,I need energy for myself.

For the sake of myself to be able to look brilliant and radiant today and I wanted to represent the best emotion of me to my dear.He had been enduring my bad black mood all these days and I felt guilt-stricken ,knowing no matter what I couldn't take back what I had already done.

"what done is done"

Thanks for what you gave to me and million sorry for what I did.

S-O-R-R-Y. x 100000

I think I'm the sloppiest girl in my class okay! I seriously dont understand how people can just put make up on just for a few hours in school. I dont understand how people can doll up themselves everyday. Sigh, I'm really not nu-ren enough right. Bleahs. Yi ling is like so super duper uber glam everyday! Although she doesn't make up ,she dolls up.She's like the fashion statement in our class okay! =) Really love all her stuffs, and I mean ALL! I think I'm really one of the sloppiest there. Okay whatever!

It's 11.27am,and i gonna sleep now..haha

2006-07-05T13:04:00.001+08:00

Anyway,2nd july was marvellous and memorable.
My plan went smoothly well.
There were a lot of dishes for dinner that all have to be kept inside the fridge for next day.
so nice that we didn't bear to throw or maybe dont wanna waste food.
I reached my house around evening with terry and there was one big surprise for him on the big whiteboard.
a drawing of me and him.

eeeeeeeeee...my sissie
so experienced in this,she drew it with words.

We were famished,starving like hell so I went straight to the kitchen and
this was what i saw!!!I should be giving my helping hands in all those food but my mom cooked everything.

We had black pepper crab,

wheat prawn with lots of delicious wheat which made me in love with it.
herb chicken(how should i say it?you know those with aluminium foil )

I PEELED AND PUT ONE PART IN MY MOUTH!

golden mushroom,mushroom,minced meat tofu soup .*drools

fish mayo(just like prawn mayo in ramen ten ,so nice)

I LOVE MY MOM who helped me out for this special day..
thanks mom,sis and bro.
My bro was cute.
he stucked his eyes on the PSP.
Terry is going to cook his specialty-FISH BEE HOON.
We bought 2 normal size edible fishes back from ntuc and cabbage from wet market in jurong point.

hahaha...this nike top is superb!

finally,it would be ready after 1 hr plus of cooking.
The recipe will be kept secret.hahahahaha!

If you wanna try, bribe terry.
warn you,the bee hoon is very very very awesome!you will not stop until you are full.
hahahahahaha..sound exaggerate?
but it's truth ..
WE STARTED TO GOBBLE THE FOOD AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE AND EVERYONE WAS SUPER FULL,FELT LIKE VOMITTING!
and half of those food were left..
oh yea,I forgot to snap pictures of the yummy refreshing almond jelly with longans..
this was our desert after meal.
you will never stop when you have your first scoop!hahaha..

I gave him another surprise by lighting up 4 hearts candles on the stairs and it looked like this...

melt your heart already?

drew by TERRY!! art not bad.. hahaha

MY DAD SENT HIM HOME.SO SWEET..
thanks dad too.

2006-07-03T11:35:00.000+08:00

I shall blog a little about yesterday because Its pretty special day I can say.

Every 2nd of a month .

I will update soon.

pictures are all in my digi so no point blogging with no pictures.

"pictures worth a thousand words"

HAHA!!

2006-07-01T01:05:00.000+08:00

I was rushing down to have typhoid vaccination with terry just a few hours ago and Mount Elizabeth Hospital near Paragon actually cost a demanding of $110 for one jab! Oh dear...so we didn't take it instead we tried to find somewhere else, so we came to Paragon medicine centre.THEY HAVE LIKE 7-13 floors of medical places but sadly all were closed.
DUHH!!so damn difficult to find one normal jab.. so nvm, we went to walk around hunting for PSP games.wahahahhahaha...
we settled at HAN'S for our stomach was growling,reverbating very loudly!!I had chicken carbonara and he had ham carbonara(actually it doesn't name this way because the sauce used was the same so I name it this way,it should be some profound name for it). Before the food was appearing in front of my eyes,he took out the presents he bought for me.OUR 1/2 anniversary gift.he gave me in advanced because his hand,mind and heart is very itchy already...hahaha..

He got me a
RED nike sportbra
mixture of black and green nike sport short,
a monkey pmk brown top.

Sorry terry,I gonna get a change for the top and the short ,too small for me. tight fit stuffs look awful for me,perhaps some not.haha.
thanks a million time
you sure spent a lot on it though you keep me in suspense the price of everything.

I shall end here.so tirrrrrrrrrrrred!

2006-06-23T10:05:00.000+08:00

I WANNA CHANGE MY SKIN BEFORE I UPDATE ANY ENTRY AGAIN..
SICK OF THIS SKIN EVEN THOUGH THE TOP IMAGE IS ARTISTIC..
well...

2006-06-16T10:18:00.000+08:00

I have been so lazzzzzzzy these few days for not updating entry.
Don't blame me,my life schedule is quite packed and it gonna be very packed when school term break ends .rrahhhhh.I HATE PRESENTATION!
I'm chasing over 2 sets of vcds.
both taiwan dramas-devil beside me and lu guang sheng ling.
frigging exciting okaaaaaay!
bye.I betta concentrate on my show if not i can't catch it.

2006-06-12T08:32:00.000+08:00

don't scold me for being lazy to update my blog pleassssssseee...
I'm really quite busy these few days...
have to read my storybooks and complete my vcds.
other than that,part of my time belongs dearly to my CCAs.
2 CCAs for me .
3 days per weeks.
2 days land training and 1 day sea training.
OPPPS, FORGET ! I HAVE GUITAR PRACTICE ON WED TOO. X)
Sea training was super duly fun, you will not get drench since it is a dragonboat then it'll not capsize easily.
The instructor had to re-teach me all the basic skill as i'm new over there,he seemed to have those "ti-ko-peh" look which made me laugh all the way while he was trying to instruct me!wahahaha XD
everyone there is really tanned even though training is on 8am( sun rise only?)

Oh yea,I can play with PSP already!
hahahaha..
I shall not talk more about it..

Yesterday gathering dinner was cool.
I suggested the idea of gathering rick-peijing,melvin-paulina and us to have dinner together.
We went to sembawang shopping centre-thai restaurant
and we ordered and ordered.
so many dishes.
2 medium pineapple fried rice.
1 $5 prawn fried rice.
1 medium black pepper chicken.
1 medium claypot tofu
1 medium wheat prawn.
1 medium thai fish maw soup
1 medium kang kong with spices.

which cost $58 only.
quite cheap eh.They gave us $2 discount.
after that we played with just a $2 note by asking lots of lame questions .
hahaha..
continue soon..
off to training..

2006-06-09T19:49:00.000+08:00

JUST BACK FROM THE BEST CAMP EVER.

dead log.

2006-06-02T10:50:00.000+08:00

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2006-06-01T22:27:00.000+08:00

I was talking to sinyan just now and she made me miss so many things in the blink of my eyes! I seriously miss Faiz a lot(terry,are you jealous?I love you more than I miss you (:), he used to rock my mood towards working in ramen ten.Time really passes by speedily,rapidly ,millisecond-ly and microsecondly that I came to realise I miss my life in ramen ten with allison,faiz all these humourous guys around making work in RT was like playing games everyday.Now,RT turns to become a graveyard to me,having to face dead corpse everytime.SIGH..I DID TREASURE ALL THOSE TIME..cos people like to say " treasure what you have now before you regret bla bla la!" and I did treasure but still I MISS THEM.

HOWEVER, I AM OVERWHELMED BY HOW LOVE ACTUALLY CHANGES MY LIFE!!!

"Something called love moved my heart and it just made my heartbeat race.ღ"
he always humor me when monday isn't blue!!
I love him too infinity much

I miss recess time with paulina,peijing,sinyan and Jiajing in sec. sch.
I had a chance of walking around with all my good friends simply make me wanna go wooo lalalalala...
eat together,always either undecisive or no idea of what to eat.

of course,I do miss sinyan.She is having her best time with her jc peeps,chilling her lung out and I kinda envy so much because poly is a sheer contrast with JC. In poly,kiss goodbye to P.E lessons,UNIform and my nerdy ripcurl backpack but all I like is having right to colour your hair.multi colours make you look so real hot & phunk!
oh yea and you can see a lot of couples holding hands,hugging on their way like nobody business over in poly,still can't accept the fact that they should do these openly,kinda ludicrous to me.

I miss YAPPIE YAPPIE YAPPIE !!even though i just saw him like 2 weeks ago but I miss his lesson,his inpatient anger that force his blood pressure to his max. and written vividly on his professor(that power puff's pro)'s face and yelled at DANIEL CHIA for sleeping in class!
He made me like physic to love physic then to crazy and fondness towards PHYSICS." PHYSICS IS MY FAVOURITE SUBJECTS OF ALL" in sec. sch's naive thinking.

OBVIOUSLY,I MISS NETBALL TRAINING TERRIBLY MUCH!
4 years of committment.
3 years of being in school team.
times of friendly match.
upset,worried ,furious and absolute joyness all that we had gone through together no matter thick or thin.
I was so fat last time (should be I am because I am still fat!!)that Ms gan(netball teacher-in-charge) always bullys me .
Every year ,christmas eve..
there'll be sumptuous food and interesting exchanging of gifts.
hehehehe

nevertheless.everything will come to an end,be it a wonderful or tragic ending...

2nd june.
12.17am.
"KAI KAI", 5 unforgetable months spent.
thanks for everything once again.=D

2006-05-31T19:35:00.000+08:00

" Oh come off it already.I really don't get all the hoo-haa going on about "Strudents, who shouldn't eat in the crlass"

Like, MEH?

You don't want us to eat in the class, FINE! Make a bigger canteen for us then. We're waiting. With bated breath, if you may. Apparently, its going to be air conditioned and able to seat 1200 strudents. -_-
Picture this- you're darn hungry, and you KNOW you will NEVER have a chance in the canteen for a space to seat, not unless you've been waiting there for the past 30 minutes. Not only that, there are the queue lines to contend with. Oh, those ULTRA LONG queue lines that take forever to shorten.
So you become smart. You think. And using your PBL-honed brains, you solve the problem- YOU SEND A DELIVERY REP TO GET YOUR FOOD FOR YOU!

*light bulb lights up over head*
And, based on who's feeling like going out that day, that person is hounded by the class to help get their stuff. But of course, everything's all mutual, today A, tomorrow B and so on.
So everyone is happy, munching on chocolate pillows (!) and other assorted snacks/food.
And when you're done, its not like you just leave the rubbish anywhere you like right? You do what civilised people do- you throw them away into the rubbish bin! Of course you will do that! Who won't?
(and you nod your head vigorously)

Ahh, but there my friend, is the problem.
I’m telling you now, that there are certain STUDENTS who have seemed to have left their brains in some dustbin on the way to school.These people eat, then just leave their rubbish at their place of consumption. Yes, just like that.
And, that causes long tailed furry critters to be attracted to the class because the smell is just too tempting for them to stay away in the darkness of the nights, when the scary spawns of Guru are away. Ho ho ho. When the cat is away, the mice come out to play.
These critters can surpass any security system, a thousand locks or even a fingerprint scanner- these flimsy devices will not stop them. They'll just chew, chew, chew their way through to food land.
And which idiot created food land for them? The idiot who left his/her brains at home and didn't dispose of their rubbish properly, that's who!
And, don't get me started on more stupid, brainless imbeciles who can't even clean up after themselves after using the toilet.

I simply cannot, for the life of me, fathom how on EARTH urine can be sprinkled all over the toilet bowl rim.
In the FEMALE TOILET.
And if that wasn't puke worthy, why don't you try seeing BLOOD dripping from the toilet bowl rim and tell me if you are on the verge of fainting and/or puking or not.
One can only use his imagination to think of areas where that blood can come from.
Pfft.

If there's one thing RP students should learn, its manners and basic etiquette. Perhaps “The idiot's guide to living as a civilised human being” should be given out free of charge to all students. Perhaps only then can these few black sheep learn how to be considerate. "

a topic on cleaniness of rp by one of the rp students

2006-05-30T01:10:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps,I'm back from sports camp ..
and I'm a bit tanned already..
these are some comments from some of my colleagues
peggy : I like your tanned,
andrick : bao qing tian!
wanyue : you went to beach?

what I can say is this camp is real fun..
"action speaks louder than word"
so own experiences rock!
Although they preferred camp orion which I didn't join because it was full,I DID RELISH MYSELF!
maybe MAYBE so long didn't attend camp..
oh yea,I MUST TELL YOU rp doesn't have any bathing facilities!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?
Day one-it's 9 pm when I reached rp with Ern leng and his gang.
and in the email notice they wanted us to bath at home before we reached so we did.
I was in team 8 !
we started off with ice breaker,wacko etc...all these starter lame games!
then we gonna create our team nick!
it really crack our brain off and we finalised with
with FOVO ..FOotball and VOlleyball!
get it?
if not then you are SLOW!
and our cheer went like this..
FOVO FOVO WA WA,
FOVO FOVO AH,
FOVO FOVO SUCKI LA,
FOVO FOVO U-LALA..
OOOOOOOOO...FOVO..
WITH SOME STUPID ACTIONS TO IT..
simple one whereas other teams were
WOOOOOWW
they jumped,clapped,shaked and alot of dumb dumb actions that made their cheer went WOOO LALALALA amazing..

I missed my friends and terry frigging much because I have no friend in this camp..
EGG and ELEANORE, they ps-ed me..
saddened!
okay,it's not that bad anyway,I made lots of friends over there..
and we slept at 1am.
I really had good sleep that night that went "SNOR SNOR...."

Day 2-sentosa!
I heard some irritating alarm-"ORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR" all the way so I woke up.
We had our very first breakfast!FIRST MEAL !
one hotdog bread,fish fillet , OILY hashbrown with hot scorching milo.
yummy ..
when you feel pretty hungry,everything turns out YUM YUM to you.
After breakfast,we sat down to discuss the skit we gonna perform at night and we came up with the idea of iron lady and kungfu..
guys have to act sissy and girls have to act macho!
we really have fun during the practice!
Around 9.30am ,we set off to sentosa..

and we started off with warming game of "entangled hands "

how to play it?

we have to hold opposite hands but trying to mix all hands till so damn messy and we had to entangle it by using our creativeness.

MELVIN SUDDENLY SHOUTED," why your boobs so big?you don't play lah!BIG BOOBS CANNOT PLAY THIS GAME !"

we were like laugh our ass off.
we had a lot of friendly matches with other teams on dog and bone,captain ball and beach soccer..
we got fourth for dog and bone,
second for captain ball
and
FIRST for beach soccer!!
AMAZING?

oh yea, Our lunch was fillet'o fish or mcchicken with small coke!

I got to learn from tactics for volleyball from zi ping!
I GOT INFLUENCE TO JOIN DRAGONBOAT from melissa and ziping too!
MY TRAINING WILL BE ON MON WED AND SAT..
ONLY SAT IS ON SEA..
THE REST GYM!
eleanore had decided to join with me
and I love her lots..
i hope i can endure it.

we bathed and set off to school around 7.30pm.
and the dinner was horrible..
salty fried rice with chilli fish cake and fried chicken.
EWWe..
I did not have much but just the fishcake.
so awful dinner ever.

FELICIA won the most pretty award
and
GARY won the most handsome award
MELVIN won the most crappy award( if Terry were there then...it will be..)
"TERRY'LL win it."
there was this low profile award that he/she is unsociable,introvert etc.. basically his name is for-we-to-know-for-you-to-find out that type of person
just we won't get to know his name unless you are his classmate and indeed
I forgot this person name ,is a guy as I had hinted you all with "his"..nerdy look. so

XXX won the low profile award.

ehhh!LIKE THAT ALSO CAN!NEXT TIME I WANT TO STAY AT ONE CORNER GUPI-ING BECAUSE THE PRIZE IS A MEDAL EH!
the performance started at around 9pm and a lot of "ba-POs" emerged only our group did not have any as we thought it was lame.LAMO.
well.I'm feeling so sluggish now so I shall not blog more about the performance.
Bascially,it was just the same in every camp.

I got to SWEET TALK to terry before I slept and BAD to WORST I did some
violence actions during my dream!
I kicked,pushed boxed the guy beside me like nobody business ..goodness!
he said I even "meditated" during my dream.

guess i was being too lethargic that day.
how I wish someone could record it down and make me feel like digging a hole to hide?
haha..
obviously,I blushed when he told me. *.*

day3- water day.
we went all the way up to the roof and played water guns and bombs!

On my way up,I was already drenched la,all because of those seniors who threw bombs down and I did not notice it and I was like pretty frustrated with them!
nvm.
we really have fun aiming and shooting each other with our bombs!

*pok pok
Around 11am,we went to clean up and debrief started at 12pm.
We got our prize for getting Second in overall sports.
THE PRIZE WAS scent balls for shoes,gym bags etc...
I kapo-ed $10 RSH voucher from Ern leng because they had $20 for being best skit and top in sports.UNFAIR!
They got nike socks and $10 voucher..
so I kapo-ed and he gave me (:
I need it for my fav puma bag but it's still quite ex if i were to use that $10 voucher..
That shoulder bag is marvellously cool but I think I still stick to the nike shoulder bag cause nike is cheaper.
so my sissy suggested to get dad a sport tee with that voucher for fathers' day which is in JUNE if i'm not wrong..wahaha!!

eeewww...i had diverted topic

oh kay,we took some team pics and none of them send it to me ):

frigging sad.

I LOST MY PRETTY MP4 LA!!

SADDENED!!

I found life without my mp4 is sosoSOSO incredibly dull,not used to it..
I will listen to my mp4 when I 'm on my way to school...
on my way up to class.
on my way to ramen ten.
on my way back from work.
on my way to nearly anywhere!

I MISS MY ONLY MP4 DEEPLY,TRUELY,BADLY AND MADLY..

):):):):):):):):):):):):):

CAN ANYONE JUST SPARE ME THEIRS?

END.

2006-05-26T13:59:00.000+08:00

yeah..

my sports camp starts at 8pm later!

hahahaha

2006-05-23T23:43:00.000+08:00

Pray hard for your recovery of your toe.

so painful still you denied.

I felt great honour to accompany you to seek consultation.

*hug to cease your pain..

take care of yourself well.

I'LL GO AND CHECK ON YOU!

hahahahah XD

oh well.

I realised love can be so significant for once that changes a person so dramastically that it's so incredible for me to ever believe it.

I guessed ..

it's just being too childish.

or passionate?

sigh.

oh yea,for once my dad didn't drive me to school today as he had to attend my relative's funeral stuffs.Shity!I forgot to send my condolences to them.I'll do that later.

With my music player,nothing will be bored eh!

how noble my mp3 can be..

so i took only amazing 20-25 mins walk to myrp!

hahahahahaha...

I want to walk for my lifetime !

It's so hurting to see my dad wakes up everyday at 8pm when he sleeps at 1am every night ,just to send me to school.I HAVE GROWN UP LA!!! why am I sounding I am still a seven year old kid instead of seventeen teen.

great! visual studio again.

bye

2006-05-22T13:56:00.000+08:00

*melts!
I am so duly touched with those who tag and left with footprints.
Many thanks to you guys..
even the cheesebread lover tagged me too..
BLACK LEAD(B -PB) ...
reminscing the past,we used to make fun of him during CHEM (periodic table)! m
He is the best few jokers who appeared to be quiet but hmmm ermmm...
in 4/3, we couldn't behave ourself!
we are well known rowdy class
hahahaha..

I'm in class now.
rp so slacky man...I can't stop thinking about my future if i am graduated from rp.
okay.My faciliator is in now..
bye.

2006-05-20T00:35:00.000+08:00

MIND YOU EVERYONE.
DON'T KEEP YOUR EYE BALLS OFF THIS ENTRY.
I'M GONNA TELL YOU HOW I CELEBRATED TERRY'S BIRTHDAY..

PRESENTS THAT I SPECIALLY SINCERELY TRUELY WELL PREPARED :
1. "HAND MADE" PHOTO ABLUM( SOUND SO CONSERVATIVE!!BUT I GOT THE IDEA FROM THIS CREATIVITY GALLERY IN TAKASHIMAYA,THE PLACE WHERE I LOST MY LAPPIE.. )= ). I THINK THIS PHOTO ABLUM IS DAMN WELL MADE LA. *KEKEKE..
2. BROWN ZINC BAG
3. BLACK GUITAR SHIRT.(THINKING HE WILL LIKE IT..)

this is the photo ablum I am referring to.

OKAY.WITH ALL THESE WITH ME,I WAS PREPARED TO CELEBRATE WITH HIM..
WE MEET AT SOMMERSET BECAUSE I HAD MY PLANS OF WHERE TO HAVE OUR DINNER.

"WOW,HIS HAIR LOOKED SO HANDSOME EH! HIS BUTTON SHIRT SHOWED HIS FIGURE!" WAHAHAHA..

CHARMING RIGHT?
THANKS TO HIS BRO 'S "PRESENTS"!

WHEREAS I WORE THAT MANGO TOP AND WHITE SKIRT WITH MY DAD'S BELT!
HAHAHAHA..

STILL REMEMBER I GOT THIS TOP FROM HIM ON 4TH MONTHS ANNIVERSARY?AND THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I WORE.
SEE IT!
SAY CHEESE...

OKAY,ENOUGH OF OUR CLOTHING..
I WAS INTENDING TO BRING HIM TO MARCHE SINCE NEITHER OF US GO BEFORE AND ITS REPUTATION IS DAMN GOOD .
UNFORTUNATELY,THINGS ALWAYS HAVE TO TURN OUT BAD..
I APPROACHED THIS SWATCH SALESMAN AND ASKED..

ME: "SORRY,DO YOU KNOW WHERE IS MARCHE"
MAN:" OH,THEY CLOSED DOWN FOR RENOVATION ALREADY!!"

DUH..MY LEVEL OF ESCTASY DROPPED.
NVM. NVM.
SO I SUDDENLY THOUGHT OF THIS PLACE WHERE I AND PAULINA WALKED PAST ON TUE AND SAW THAT THE AMBIENCE WAS COOL..
SO I WENT..
FOR YOUR INFO,IT'S PASTA CAFE..
SOUND SO LOW CLASS BUT THE FOOD THERE WAS SALIVARY..
*DROOLS AGAIN WHEN I THOUGHT OF IT..

So troubled because everything in the meue looked appetizing.

HE ORDERED SALMON BAKED RICE +MILK TEA
AND I ORDERED SPHAGETTI ALA JAPANESE + MILK TEA.
OUR SIDE DISH WAS BAKED POTATO.
HAHA..
I TOOK LOADS LOADS LOADS OF PICTURES..

LOOK LIKE FROM SWEESEN?

THIS SPHAGETTI LOOKED
SO AWFUL BUT TASTE MARVELLOUS!
DEAR HAD A LOT OF SAL IN HIS RICE AND IT TASTED FISH-ISH BUT I LOVE SALMON..
WE BEGAN TO SHOOT PICTURES THROUGHOUT OUR DINNER..
I SNAPPED HIS GLUTTON POSTURE!

I looked like having some constipation problem!
LOL.

The ice water was absolutely free.FREE OF CHARGE OKAY!and they will automatically send to you even you did not ask for it..the cup is so high class too.
green at the bottom!

I did not take the picture of baked potato as I think Terry can make a BETTER AND TASTIER baked potato than them.GOOD JOB,DEAR! I would wish to have it again..
OH YA,I realised terry is a GOOD COOK!
omg..I can't even beat him man!!must pull up my sock ,learn more cooking skills..
yea,I MISS YOUR FISH BEE HOON,PINEAPPLE FRIED RICE,SPICY FRIED RICE,our special sphagetti and lots more..
THANK YOU! *hug!
back to topic...
After our stomach were blown up,we got our ass off the seat and headed to the second place..
SENTOSA.
He couldn't believe I wanted to bring him to sentosa..
YOU ARE STUPID! cos you once said that if I really bring you to sentosa,then you are stupid !
we took some pics on the way..

we stopped at this accessories shop and used their mirror even though the sale girl was glaring at us!

The lift at taka..

I WAS GRINNING WHEN I PRESENTED HIS PRESENT.

ACTING CUTE BY SHOWING OFF HIS PRESENT!

STILL TAKING PICTURES
IN MRT ,OUR IMAGES
BLURRED WITH THE REFLECTION..

OKAY.okay.enough ,enough ..
We headed to harbourfront and decided to take shuttlebus to sentosa.
Something struck our mind,we saw all those fabulous cable cars on top of us..so astonishing that we couldn't get our eyes off it so we intended to take it..
TERRY treated me!
2 persons for $25.90 without glass porcelin.
EVERYONE ,PLEASE FIND TIME TO TAKE THE CABLE CAR IF YOU HAVEN'T TRIED IT BEFORE.
it will gonna be an unforgetable experience.
I COULDN'T DESCRIBE HOW EXCITED I WAS WHEN I WAS INSIDE,HOW JOYFUL I AM..
I BET WE HAD THE SAME FEELING TOO.
THE SCENERY WAS SO SO SO BREATH TAKING,I COULDN'T BELIEVE MY EYES TOO.
ITS LIKE SO FAIRY-ISH!!!

WE TOOK IN THE CABLE CAR..
OKAY OKAY..OUR HAIR SO OILY !

SOME OF THE VIEWS FROM THE RED CABLE CAR WE TOOK.

WE ALIGHTED AND SAW WE LANDED AT THIS PLACE WHICH REMINDED ME OF THE PLACE WE HAD OUR DINNER IN MALAYSIA.
SIMILAR FEELING..

"PONTIANA" EMERGED FROM THE TREE...EERIE..HAHA!

WE TOOK LOAD OF PICTURES UNDER THE SAME
SPOHISCATED TREE..HAHA!

We went to wait for the blue line bus after ZI LIAN-ing.hahaha..
took a

EVENTUALLY,we reached the only ice cream shop that still operate.
NEW ZEALAND NATURAL..

First,we bought 2 scoops of ice cream- WILD FOREST and RUM & RASIN!!

LOOK APPEALLING?

of course,it was refreshing .. evidence proved!

hahahaha!!

He thought of buying waffle ice cream-my favourite!!
so I went to order one with again 2 scoops ice cream-lemon and mango sorbet..
100% fat free la.
I secretly asked the salegirl to say "HAPPY BIRTHDAY,TERRY"when she sent it over to us..
and she agreed!
While waiting,we did a lot of stupid stuffs..

I tried to dance pole dance and he video-ed it..hahahahaha
I don't know how to convert here,i shall ask terry for help!

WOOOT!!!
Finally,the sale girl took the back door with one candle on it..
I was shocked because I just asked her to say "happy birthday",didn't expect she will put candle and told him,it was delicated by me..
hmmm...I wondered is terry touched?
if I were him,seriously i will be touched with tears..
so i took out my 9 magic candles and POK 8 on the waffle since there was 1 candle at the center already..18 years old !

Oh ya,the waffle is so much so nicer than GELARE.
very nice..with caramel sauce,kinda unqiue.
I LOVE NEW ZEALAND NAUTRAL'S WAFFLES NOW!!!

so I sang an another time of birthday song,this time with malay version after eng and chi version.
selamat hari jadi,
selamat hari jadi,
selamat hari jadi,terry.
SELAMAT HARI JADI!

wooot...he made a wish again...and started to cut it..

Although we were super duly full,we tried very best to finish it..

FINALLY, WE FINISHED IT>>>>>

Then,we scrolled to the beach .
A tranquility and timelessness fell over the whole beach,we felt so calmed.
That night,the moom was abnormally large in the cloudless ,inconspicuous sky,bathing the whole place with its luminous glow..
we can still search our way through.
We then settled at a particular place and I took out the remaining 9 candles which we used just now..
and........
the colourful " H-A-P-P-Y B-I-R-T-H-D-A-Y" candles that I bought in card and such..

The strong breeze made me worry when I tried to light up the non-magic candle..
so i can't light up..the colourful one..
nvm.
it did not ruin my day.
With those 9 candles's light,we were dancing happily on the beach..
He carried me and wanting to throw me down the water..
so secure.
so sweet.
so happy.
Just think it was like a dream.
A dream that will never happen.
fairy tales perhaps.
we love each other so much..

oh yea sad la,then the batt of my digicam flat-ed!

We must return to the cable car by 11pm if we wanan take cable car home..
so we departed from the beach and saw this van..
you know what..
it was the same uncle that carried us to the siloso beach that day we went for tanning..
he was so sociable,that's why we could recognise him.
he cracked few jokes that brightened us.
PAP
=
Pay And Pay,
people get
Poorer And Poorer.
then go to temple and
Pray And Pray.
if strike,go overseas
Play And Play.

haha...
kinda hilarious..he even wanted to bring us look for ghosts cos he claimed that he can see it sometime when he drives around..but sadly,we didnt see any.

so we took cable car back..
so memorable day to celebrate his b'day..
I fell asleep on his shoulder again..
so sweet of him.
*muacks!
are you happy that night?

the end..

2006-05-18T10:34:00.000+08:00

oh ya..
I FOUND MY LAPPIE BACK..
it was really an indescribable news to me!!
thanks the salegirl..
I bought four pastries from crystal jade to thank the salegirl.
she was initially paiseh to accept but then i forced her to take..wahahahaha!!
thanks terry for TAKING LEAVE from school to accompany me to search for it..
Sorry paulina to disturb you and got scolded by your ah gong..
thanks a lot..

wooooo.......
a few more hours i will be aqble to see my bday guy!
haha!

2006-05-18T01:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BLISSFUL 18TH BIRTHDAY,TERRY!!!

THE TIMING IN MY BLOG IS NOT ACCURATE..IT'S NOW 1.23AM..
I GOT A PIKACHU CHOCOLATE CAKE FOR HIM DURING 12 AM JUST NOW AND WITH A MAGIC CANDLE ON IT..
AND I SANG AN AWFUL BIRTHDAY SONG,
HE MADE A WISH AND..
HE TRIED HIS BEST TO BLOW THE CANDLE OFF..

I HOPE MY PLAN FOR TOMORROW WILL SUCCEED WAITING FOR IT..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

2006-05-14T11:23:00.000+08:00

I love my mum!
I love our mum too.

Happy mother's day..
I love my grandma too (:

Terry and I went to sentosa yesterday!
we kayaked and he seemed pro although being only the first time he played!
you got sport gene!
wahaha...

I was terribly giddy after the kayaking,
affecting my mood.
actually i was not myself at that time.
haha..
well.sorry for those harsh words I blurted .
sorry for being so irritating .
sorry for having to let you endure me.
but thanks a lot..
for accepting who I am.
I seriously can't remember what did I do after a long rest.
maybe I was too broken down.

2006-05-12T08:18:00.000+08:00

Today is vesek day so I don't have to go school..
It gonna be enterprise skills, I don't want to know who is our new faciliator for it since gabriel had left..I DID MISS HIM!
he gave me a fat A for 2/3 modules [ (: thanks! ] already so I love enterprise skill module..
but he left without letting us know earlier so that we could at least have a celebration for him.
He just nobly bought us packets of lollipops and told us after the lesson..

Damn it,leo!
leo,you suck!
leo is always down for me..
I wanna do my Reflective Journal!
rrahhhs!

oh yea,my ass bled when the shit was being forced out..
haha..
kinda unexpected.

thanks dear. (:
always there for me when I need.
hear me out when I'm so stressed out after a long day!
billion million thousand of words to express my love for you,bury deeply in my heart
it just can't be blurted out!
*hugs!

2006-05-10T07:28:00.000+08:00

nothing impressing really happened recently,perhaps just the rumours of keith's "SNAKE"?
I find cognitive processes and problem solving so frigging boring.
first- maths
second - enterprise skills ( there may have changes after Gabriel had gone)
third - basic sciences I
fourth- communication skills
and lastly cognitive process..
this is my rank from my favourite module..
and the UT test of basic sciences I was kinda challenging,it did remind me of MR YAP in sec school.seriously!
oh ya,I signed up for guitar ensemble and netball for my CCAs this year..
later i gonna sign up for sport clubs!
which means I have to forsake netball..
I seriously miss netball a lot !
time flies speedily!
I saw my sec sch netball teacher at cwp ytd and she looks "cooler" now!!
a more boylish hairstyle..
since last time she used to own a "budge" hairstyle ,IT IS WORST NOW!!i tell you!
I called and waved to her.
so cute of her.

"what should i get for your b'day?"
get you myself?
or whole cwp?
wahaha..

I went back to wrss today and i bought yoshinoya sal set meal for MR YAP for his dinner!!!
He was utterly astonished that he kept asking whether I really buy for him?
MR YAP you know!he is my one of my fav teachers and also my most favourite teacher!!
a teacher like him is hard to search!

oh yeah,maths module was so interesting..
computing ..
visual studio..
visual basics..
very fun!!!
I will read up the visual basics book from terry..
thanks lai kai!

-7 days more only!

2006-05-07T22:36:00.000+08:00

wahahahahaha X)
yea,I touched the stinko maggots lah..
damn disgusting smell.
one bottle of baby maggots.

we went to bugis today.
so don't wanna to have work today.
enjoys once per week is okay right?
Eventually,finally and lastly,found this white skirt that I like so i bought it.
also a green top and black short.
it's difficult to describe it over here and I'm lazy to take pics too.
but total i spent less than $100.
xD

I was exultingly joyful every time with this only GUY.
is this the phrase to describe very happy?
thanks a lot,dear.
I will make this relationship special to vividly etch in our mind,never forget.
(:

Just now,my mom was real hungry that she bought one big pau and ate it on the way home.
haha..
but she still eat dinner when she reached home.
so cute of my bro to make a foolish guess of assuring my mom will return home to have her meal whenever she feels hungry..
wahaha..

and I knew this astonished new today!!
i 'm not gonan reveal it here.
too shocking to do that.
XD

2006-05-07T01:04:00.000+08:00

let me talk about the Aloha things.
give it a word to describe.
fun.
never have I enjoy that much either in orientation or programme,
because i never go to camp for many years already.
i want to go camp orion but full house already.
cry my lungs out man...
oh ya,those maggots stinked like hell!

2006-05-05T07:34:00.000+08:00

Can I go without Hawaii clothes for the Aloha programme for SAS?
hack care.
I gonna go with a white surfer short , a green polo tee and a paul frank flip flop.
I wanna go gym with egg next week but my whole days are packed!
gawddd.
I must find one person to replace me on tue from 6-10pm (work) because I have SLA fiesta(CCAs).I'm so eager to get a cca and this is the chance but I have to go for work.):

i need more time.
so that I can pursue more dreams.
so that I can rest well like yesterday.
so that I can go exercise like last time.
so that I can meet up with my beloved GFs.
just give me more time.

2006-05-04T07:36:00.000+08:00

Peggy sent this interesting message to me during 12 mignight.
"Do you know that on thursday 4th May 06 tomorrow at 2min and 3 sec after 1 am in the morning,the time and the date will be 01:02:03 ,04-05-06?That won't ever happen again!"

haha..cool right?
I got UT test later ,wonder how is it like..
lets see..

how come the feeling is like this?
goshhhhhh.....
I miss you,terry!

2006-05-03T07:17:00.000+08:00

I got kiss goodbye midi!!
and the date and time in my enteries are all faked!
HOW CAN I CHANGE IT??
later i'll be having math module again.
Math is great!
oh ya,thanks dear for the 4 month gift yesterday.
I was utterly speechless when i got that mango top.
That time,a girl came into ramen ten and wore this green mango top and i told him is nice and he foolishly went to ask xueshi where is mango shop?
so he bought this brown one for me.
million thanks to dear!
*so joyous everyday with him around.
sorry for the hideous "bookmark" to exchange a mango top.wahahahaha XD

2006-05-01T08:46:00.000+08:00

I thought it's never easy to pull through 120 days in the blink of my eyes but you proved me wrong.
I thought it's never easy to believe that this relationship will last but i truely hope it does.
I thought it's never easy to endure the feeling of not being with you but everytime i try my best to.
I thought it's never easy to see you smile when you are depressed but you still do.
I thought it's never easy to love you more than myself but u're exceptional.
However,it's always easy to have you in my life for 4 months.
Thanks dear for everything you gave,i still love you more than anything else.
happy 4 months~

2006-04-29T22:07:00.000+08:00

IS A BLISS TO HAVE HIM IN MY LIFE!!

geylang's hor fun so nice la.
I finished the whole packet from terry before i even reached ESCAPE itself.
the taste is undescribable *onliest that I had ever eaten before.
*drool..
the sun was showing all its power,scorching on us!making terry's cheeks looked like make-up dolls.SO ADORABLE la.
We got another 2 more free tickets (to be used up with in 6 mths)because 2 stations were down for maintenance so they did not want us to feel furious .thanks god and i will let those tickets for my family..
pirate ships.
u-turn pepsi.
wet and wild.
gold carte.
are some of the games that were kinda exciting.
ehh.We rode 4 times of the pirate ships okay?

terry is expert in gold carte. I was sitting beside him ,relaxing my ass on.

We did not know that playing some rides can be tiring until we realised when we rest in BURGER KING.
we had 2 coke light with lemon,nachos and fries.

big right?? we thought we could finish it because of the weather but we had to end up playing games and the one who lost will drink and I drank more than him! rrrahhhs..but nice.. haha!

we were inside the BK playing with photos..and here it goes..

miss your hp? >.<

then we went back to play again.

we went to ride those for kid around 3-5 one,luckily i didn't break the aeroplane!

i tickled him.

then we went to put our bags inside no. 31 locker and went to play our lungs off.

WET AND WILD..

*don't be deceive by its look.

the haunted house wasn't any scary as what wida had said before but we didn't take pics because it stated clearly-NO CAMERA IS ALLOWED!

Then, we went to ride some relaxing games..

Around 6pm ,we went to change and decided to go simei had our dinner.

THE SHOPPING CENTRE LOOKED LIKE POLYTECHNIC,SO WELL BUILT BUT INSIDE WAS....DUH..FREAK LA!

we had hotplate spicy chilli chicken and tofu .

AWFUL but still manage to settle our dinner.

We then went to starback coffee and had this rasberry milk freeze? quite nice..AND WE WENT HOME.SO TIRED !

OH YA,I'M GOING TO FLY TO THE SKY ALREADY TO HAVE YOU..THANKS,I'M SO HAPPY TODAY BUT NOT YOU..DON'T PRETEND,I TELL YOU!

2006-04-29T09:15:00.000+08:00

science lesson again..
of course it ended late la..
the theme was bright and hardworking,it sounded so philosophy but it was about electric circult.Those V=IR,P=IV. Our faciliator did not want us to use formula to explain so it was like
a big challenge to us.Oh yea,she made Suredran(the great joker in our class) so infuriated that he was so quiet after the "reprimanding".It was sheer different person of him.HAHA!you can only know unless you were on the spot.
intending to take "O" cert but I didn't bring IC along.
so I couldn't get my cert.
YEAH!
i'm going to ESCAPE THEME PARK later on and I guess it will be fun..
and i'll update after my day.

2006-04-28T00:19:00.000+08:00

My mood was terribly disgusted with sorrows today.
There was a debate going on in the class today.Our team vs team 3.
i felt guilt-stricken for not helping Zu bin,letting him die himself or can I say survive because we actually won the debation.
After school,I had to rush to far east plaza for work ,it was indeed tired but still have to endure with it.full house for today and we ran like nobody's business,trying to get our way through.No craps.nothing.everyone is so serious.
I was quite annoyed with Peggy just now.
Customer was waiting so long for their take-away alreadybut when the food was out,she hold it and talked to andrick!! I snatched the take away from her hand without uttering a word and I could tell that she was amused!*showing a WOWw expression.
Closing was even worst,short of 9 bucks and I got to fork out.
nvm.
all service crews went off at 9pm except I was the only one left.
cashier closing and floor closing?
it raced through my mind,cashier closing first then followed by floor .
peggy came to help by mopping the floor.
Ken was around with his oversize shirt making him look rather phunk.HAHA. he snapped our pictures without us knowing it.See,how playful he is..
I rushed home because I had not submitted my reflection journal and Terry tried to talk and cheer me up,i can tell he had tried his very best..
and I was enlightened slightly,perhaps due to my tiredness, that's why I was not enlightened totally.
anyway,thanks dar tan.
love you always.

2006-04-27T07:04:00.000+08:00

VICTIM 1
VICTIM 2

HAPPILY EVER AFTER..
THOSE THINGS WE BOUGHT FROM CITY SQUARE!
OUR BIG FEAST..
MY FAVOURITE PICTURE!

IS THE SCENERY LOOKS APPEALING TO YOU?

I got those pictures from ahkagi already ..

WE WERE AT THE ICA BULIDING QUEUEING FOR OUR TURN..

2006-04-27T00:43:00.000+08:00

Today module was so cool.
about maths lahhs.
We explored about dotchin scale..
an insignifcant object can actually turn out to be famous to our class.
math that involved physics as well, very fun la.
it's a contrast between communication skill.
tmr will be another boring day.
enterprising skill!!
I wanna go camp orion and Aloha orientation!
if i'm going to camp orion ,that means i won't be working on PH-sat 12-10pm.
9 x $7.50 = $67.50
WASTEFUL.
Aloha orientation's notice in the rp website is frigging hilarious luh!
female must dress like babe and male like dube.
wahaha..
indeed i don't have any flowery clothes
but the orientation is compulsory..
hell no.

It has been a few month since i last went shopping with li lin
and i really enjoyed today!
I miss my sec. school life.
reminisce..

2006-04-25T23:09:00.000+08:00

I always envy my classmates who are able to speak with confidence and fluency.
cut off nervous.
cut off unnecessary hmm,uh..arrr.. whatever la.
just so much so confident than me.
They are all christian and mostly from chc.
how i wish i am born with English background.
born with self confidence.
self-esteem.
but life is always fair,
nothing is perfect.
is a matter of challenges.
take it!

I bought a long sleeve white top and I gonna wear it tomorrow.
Rp is so cold okay.
is like if you don't wear something to cover ,you will freeze to illness.
Egg is having mood swing and I don't know what happened to her.
I feel like asking her but something stopped me.I dunno what is it too.
smile (:

2006-04-25T07:27:00.000+08:00

the precious weekends had ended and is time to wake up at 8.30am everyday.
How i wish school to start at 10am.
I loathe monday!
it isn't fun module on monday and the faciliator is so freako.
Shoot us dead every time on our presentation.
I truely hope i can have the power of reading faciliators' mind.
Ahkagi,I need those pictures that we took during the m'sia trip desperately!If not,i 'm gonna burn you off.

2006-04-23T01:00:00.000+08:00

great day ever spent .
21st April.
terry and me.
DEAR! wahaha X)
Although we went to lavander ,ICA building, for extension of passport,it didn't restrict us from going to M'sia!
The queue there was utterly long and it's like not holiday or whatever PH ,the queue was even longer than those queue for 4D and toto.We were like oh my gawd,our jaws dropped when we saw the crowd. We spent approximately 1 and half hour there.
We took bus 170 from rochor road and I fell asleep again..I did not take note of the journey time but i knew i was being woke up by this uncle's loud thundering sneeze! A-CHOOooo..
The first and initial start was the lunch at this "roasted duck king" place!!The place is filled with flies but the food is awesome!
WE HAD ROASTED DUCK,SPECIAL TOFU, SPICY KANG KONG VEGE AND LOTUS SOUP..
not forgetting the lime juice..We took some pics on those food but it's with terry so i could not load it here.
and it cost only RM$35 including prevailing 5% GST.

With our full stomach,we walked to city square!Yea,it's big enough for us to shop for whole afternoon!
we bought this green sleeve and white background shirt .1 for $29.90 and 2 for $50!
There was this shop that caught our attention. how to describe?hmmm...
those shirts have neon lights and it needs batt to operate.We find it quite expensive so we didn't buy it..Terry even took video clips of the whole shop!
I bought quite a lot of things back and we were like searching high and low for size 12 snickers!
but you know life is always unfair.

WE CAN'T FIND ANY SNICKERS WITH SIZE 12 IN JOHOR BAHRU!!! duh. m'sia people have small feet!

and terry came up with this idea of wanting to watch movie.I'll grade this "WATER SPIRIT" for 4/5 and you know watching a movie in m'sia is so damn damn cheap!! I can use one movie in s'pore to watch 2-3 in m'sia!This is a horrify movie that showed --" PREGNANT WOMEN ARE NOT ALLOW TO WATCH!" in their advertisment board obviously when you saw this," scary " will form maturally in your mind.

After the show,we had dinner at a breath-taking scenery( i don't know what is the name of that place and terry insisted on not telling me and i dared not say it out later form laughters again like the chicken lasugna* wahaha but if you want to know,you can ask him personally..) ..the place is oh my god nice!!!Those ships on the sea were so beautifully lighted up and it reminded me of my once desired course- MARITIME TRANSPORTATION..*sob!The ambience was well enough for couples !you can actually sit on the swing to have dinner with candles..WOW!
* dancing with laughters!

We had LOTS LOTS OF DISHES FOR DINNER.
Sweet and spicy crabs.* yumms!
spicy kang kong again.
fried chicken with marime sauce.
local fried rice.
white rice.
10 mutton satays.
and one 100-plus.
it cost only RM70

however,we could not manage to finish all..
and it like 11.16pm after our stomach were filled with OIL...
wahahahaha XD
We managed to catch 950 and reached home before 12am!

so blissful .
so joyful.
so happiness.
being with the only terry!
end here.
all those memories for today's trip will etch inside my mind .

2006-04-21T20:32:00.000+08:00

somehow I feel the tiny winky stress in poly already after the science lesson today.
blood.
don't think blood this word is so easy,it can actually used up all your brain juice just to understand some parts about blood.
damn it!
but i still love to go school .
and i will be passionate.

2006-04-20T18:03:00.000+08:00

well.
it was pouring,
so heavy that I could feel my hair playing hide-and-seek with me.
so freaking cold.
miracle came.
I offered my umbrella to this girl who was standing pityfully at the pick-up area in rp.

me- you want to walk over to that bus stop right?
that girl- yes,but I have my umbrella,I am too lazy to take out.
me- oh,then we walk together then.
that girl- okay.
i gave her a smile in return(:

I found out she's also year one but she's in block 3 and i am in block 1.
she.
she has a real special character .
she described herself as an anti-social person .
and i kinda think it's very contradicting.
we talked so much just now and she said she 's anti-social!
she is afraid to work which means she don't have any work experience at all.
she shared her story and I shared too.
i found out that we have something in common.
parania. haha
To me,she has great personality .
great stranger which become a great enlightment for me.
and she gave me her email address!
drool.

if not her,i'll be infuriated over some other matters that had happened just 1 min ago.
i'm really looking forward to know her more.
really.

anyway,life in republic poly is great.
so relaxed.
no exams.
no lectures.

but there are presentations everyday.
and i learn to speak up already.
Fear still lingers in my heart and i know it takes time to remove.

oh ya.Anyone please point out my poor english so that i can improve on it.
THANKS!

2006-04-12T00:57:00.000+08:00

dead tired.
really lethargic..

Orientation rocks because it was really fun.
My group with the genius guy ,won the brain tackle test!
This test is kinda interesting because all questions are tricky ,but with that genius Zu bin,we won the victory for this test!
We were the first few to complete and had the most right answer..GREAT WORK!
and.....
the prize was one bag of potato chips..
wahahaha..
8-10 packets of potato chips!
As compare to WRSS,it is only a small stone of rp..so budget!
Second programme was best.
we chose 10 sentences ,to form into a imaginary and creative story and act it all out..
being only 3 persons in a group seemed "luki"(lose out) but of course,we didn't make ourself down.
I WAS A GIRL ON DATE..
with lipstick on..
haha.

Last programme was appalling..
presentation..
Can anyone of you please tell me of any way to make me calm down during prsentation?????
since pri sch,i am always that freaking nervous,always shiver and cold sweats gathered on my palm..Please tell me a way to get rid of my fright!
this gorgeous girl in my class,
she is very confident in anything..
dream if i have her gut,her figure,her complexion,her sweet smile....
haha.
god is always fair to everyone.
he's fair by giving me ONE PRICELESS GIFT EVER that no one got it except me...
and i'll treasure it always..

2006-04-10T20:01:00.000+08:00

I learnt marvellously lot of stuffs about computer during the successful computering course today or perhaps for a computer idiot (me),it seemed a lot but not to those pros.The course was rather monotonous that I nearly dozed off.
I told myself that I really must get use to rp life style,it's so different from secondary school.We don't have lecturer instead we call them faciliator or mentor becuase we don't have lecture..
rraahhs..
there is no familiar face in my classroom.
some are rather over age..
all of them are freaking quiet..
no chance of making any friend today,of course..
haha.eileen's class is worst..
Being a 17 girl,she is the youngest of all her classmates.
see it again,youngest okay.
Some of them are in their 30s
goshh.. i was utterly amused when i heard that..
I was not inquisitive to ask for the age of my classmates in my class because none of them has friendly appearance.
Although we can't judge book by its cover,sometime we really have to do that in such some circumstances.
HELLISH!
none of my classmates are in pharmaceutical sciences..
all mix together!

CCAs are not compulsory but i don't care,i want to join..
school ends at 4.30 and CCA will start at 5pm..
cool !
i hope i can manage my time well,please.

*pray hard.

-love babe always.

2006-04-09T01:33:00.000+08:00

Sinyan,your words will be vividly etch in my mind.
"join you in university."
and i'll strive not to let you down...
I MISS those time with you!

This sudden urge of giving TERRY a tight embrace is rather amazing!
it's like hallucination;so magical yet unreal..
I guess I had fallen into this "missing" trap..
I MISS HIM !

2006-04-08T00:10:00.000+08:00

I guess i misunderstood you.
you aren't what I think..
you aren't that bad i mean...
you're doing everything for my own good.
some hopes hinted me.
I saw your true colours already.

I always feel a gap between us.
to me,this gap is like stranger.
everytime i see you,i'll try to dart away if i can.
what's wrong ? you tell me...
I know time changes everything
and this time round , i get a little tiny winky bit closer to you.
I have been trying many times..
trying to please you.
trying to put on a fake smile everytime
trying to held back when i know inside i'm shedding tears.
trying to be the best of the worst.
trying to let you see my true colours.
trying to be so strong
but yet
this is just another game to me.
win or lost.

last 3 months,i used to be joyful and exciting on 7th of the month to get my pay..
*always cut the queue.haha!
7th April.
this feeling isn't what I expected.
Down and gloomy ,waiting for everyone to finish getting theirs and I was the last.
no reaction when I see my pay,since peggy had already informed me that I 'll be getting $4.5/hr.
all thanks to her for the inform if not i may have heart attack on the spot!
travel to town to work and ended up getting ..
hmm.
rrahs!
you fooled. big liar.
you told me i'm not $4.5/hr and now this is what i received?
I'm always looking up on myself so i assumed i'm getting $5 if it was not $4.5.
Truth is appalling and heart-threathening sometimes.
of course money is like our air..
so important to us..
RAMEN TEN!i love ramenten.I hope i'm not kidding myself

worst still,they hold back terry's pay becuase they couldn't find his application form..
LUDICROUS!

HOWEVER,I LOVE BUSY PEAK HOURS IN RAMEN TEN!

luckily,I was just in time to present my dad his kfc present from me..whahahaha!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAD,STING AND FAIZ!!!
Blink of my eyes ,it'll be my sister 's turn..
but i bought her a pmk top for her present already.

*i'm truely,deeply and madly missing him la.

2006-04-07T01:56:00.000+08:00

I can't manage time well.
I'm a SUPER PROCASTINATOR!
a person who tend to do her things when she feels urgency!

i cut my fingernails ,washed my apron just now.
these were what peggy wanted to see from us and I did it because she caught me just now.
what a rotten.
she 's always pressurizing me.I can't breath!

ever since andrick came..
life is so miserable in far east for all of us except xueshi.
obviously because xueshi is his gf and he is very afraid of her!
gua gua gua....
not much freedom.
not much laughters.
not much jokes.
but much more rules and regulations!

and I don't know whether can i manage my priorities well when school starts.
work.
studies.
english o's.
CCAs.
guitar.
jap language.
online.

where can i pluck more time ?
maybe i should stop work in far east ramen ten when school starts.
i LOVE school!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,DADDY!!!
I love you !

2006-04-06T09:04:00.000+08:00

duh.
I will give a damn okay!
and i'll be serious la.
Nowadays,i find it kinda stressful to work in ramen ten.seriously.
what greeting.
what dct.
what performance.
what cashier.
what tips.
what rules!
it's not gonna do any good to us,just make you feel like working there is just to EARN MONEY ,thats all!
everyone is getting so FAKE-wanyue is like under their spell.
OKAY so time changes with time.
and that's why more crews are quitting and lesser customers.
shit.what if peggy came across this web?
hell no....
but luckily school is starting in 1 week time!
*dancing under the hot sun...
I'm waiting desperately for school to start,so excited!
I can't imagine how poly life will be like and to be together with my friends.
I'm intending to take tennis as one my CCAs and i gonna drag my friends to join even if they are not interested..whahahahah!CRAFTY PERSON!

2006-04-02T21:40:00.000+08:00

My heart fell when I knew ZHIYANG is in!
this shows how much i support him!

and the BIGGEST EVER FACT is ZHIYANG is the superstar campus champion!!!
i can't believe it.
too much to accept the fact!

2006-04-02T20:51:00.000+08:00

3 months!!!

so blessed.
so loved.
being with him.

thanks god for giving me such a priceless gift.

how I spend this day?
although we didn't go out , it was great to keep me accompanied at home.

hope he appreciate my card n CHAO TA COOKIES.
it's rather cute i know!whahahha XD
so helpful of MELVIN who helped me stitch the pictures DURING MIDNIGHT.
MANY THANKS!!thanks..

PLEASE GIVE ZHIYANG BE THE SCHOOL SUPERSTAR!

2006-04-01T02:25:00.000+08:00

THIS FEELING IS NOT COMFORTABLE AT ALL!!!

so toturing yet not.
so sick yet not.
so depressed yet not.
so joyful yet not.
so moody yet not.
so what is it??
inexplicable...

I just know.I know..
that my love ,I can't live without..

The feeling of lethargic yet can't get to sleep was horrible..
yesterday night was even more horrifying!
I can merely believe that there is 'GHOST' in this world after those pictures melvin took with his hp cam undeliberately..He was gonna took some pics of the 'red house' to show us it's actually red and no flash light!

2 sleepless night..

hmm....
today nth great but the fooling was expectional
whahaha..
i tricked..
rick.
pj.
nazri.

I MISS HIM.......
wishing with hopes to get this year '06-april fool day well spend..
but it's just another unfulfilled dream.
jayne,please wake up la!

2006-03-30T23:10:00.001+08:00

All thanks to sheryl's friend ,if not I won't here updating..
HAHA!!sound dramatic..
The wireless internet connection was down these few days but luckily I spent 3 days in chalet if not I would be bored to death you see...
The chalet was rather exhilarating especially the barbeque night.
Those challenging games.
heavenly food.
scrumptious dinner.
humourous collegues.

To be exact or maybe show off, those chicken wings ,squids and hotdogs were bbq-ed by terry and me!!whahahha XD
I realised that amk has a lot pro singers and far east has guitarists..
SERENA and MELVIN are both marvellous singer i can say.. to be extreme exact,SERENA did out beat MELVIN ..her voice was undescribably feminine..
SHE WAS ANGEL THAT NIGHT..
TERRY WAS others' dream kimchi guy..whahahaha!

it was Paulina birthday that night and I phoned up peijing to get a cake from HANs..

HAPPY BLISSFUL 17th BIRTHDAY,PAULINA!!!

Terry and me won a prize for a game (this game needed us to find solution to stand on newspaper even how small it it) After much sweat,we finally grabbed that prize..
Although I didn't win anything for lucky draw ,I was contented for that bbq night!
MANY THANKS to all those organisers.. 2 sleepless nights ..and I slept from 7pm to 8am ..when i came back from work.

dearest is in 3 days camp now!
I miss him.

2006-03-23T13:10:00.001+08:00

$ 147.ONE HUNDRED AND FORTY-SEVEN.I tell you is $147 okay!!what if I flunk again,what if i get back D7 or even E8?What if I don't have the mood to study? Fears obscured me,thoughts raced across my mind..I HATE THIS UNDESCRIBABLE FEELING!
All thanks to dear,trying to calm my emotions..cheer me up!!(:
THANK YOU!!

The system of polytechnics in singapore are ludicrous..They don't cooperate with each others and ended up so many complaints to MOE..I had been waiting foolishly for my appeal results ,in the other hands,I need to secure a place in rp which requires to pay the NON-REFUNDABLE matriculation fees! ONLY rp is non-refundable..because they want more students so they threaten!!! HOW CRAFTY THEY ALL you see..

RAAHHHHS!

what should I do? so contradicting..

2006-03-22T21:18:00.000+08:00

GREAT!
my blog has recovered!!

bored.Bored.BORED..
I borrowed 3 PRINCESS DIARIES from lib and I gonna read it when I'm bored! Still remember i was once MEG CABOT 's fan..

The show at channel 8 8pm-" yong bu yan bai" made me laugh until jaws nearly dropped and my house almost flooded with tears..so utterly humourous..I was amused that CHRIS was in that show and made a fool out of himself!!

hmmm....

I MISS BABE!!

2006-03-18T11:28:00.000+08:00

My blog spoilt again..
):

2006-03-17T09:31:00.000+08:00

So dead tired..

I went to sentosa again..this time round with all my RAMEN TEN collegues!!Terry didnt join us because he went to sentosa on tue and wed already,it'll be very funny if he goes again..

We forked out 5 bucks and got to enjoy one bottle of mineral water,1 game of pool,rent the volleyball and 1/2 hour of kayaking..
KAYAKING IS SO DULY FUN..
Initially,i went double with eleanore ..This is my first time kayaking and we were petrified when we nearly crossed the shore..SHOUTED AND SCREAMED for help!!!hahahahaha XD!

I changed with eddy for single..Single is so much so easier!!Maybe I can join this as my cca in the poly!!

Dear came to harbourfront and had dinner with me..We ate at subway,had the turkey ham, cheeze marcho and lemon barley..We wanted to go sakae sushi had some sushi but sadly to say,they are closed already..

SLEPT MY WHOLE LIFE UNDER DEAR'S COZY SHOULDER AGAIN..Dear sacrificed and he didn't sleep..he's always so noble..MY WEI DA SILLY BOY!

2006-03-16T00:29:00.000+08:00

arrrggghhhh*
I spent my whole day rotting and slacking at home..

My sissie wanted the free gift when you spent 8 bucks and above at Yoshinoya ..so I had my lunch in it and I still prefer RAMEN TEN la..
There's this new bakery in Cold storey..and sissie introduced the cranberry cheese bread..FREAKING NICE!!And I spent like 15 mins trying to search T-E-R-R-Y alphabets for the cookies,wanna give it to dear!!

At night,we went to grandmere's house and I found out that my aunty knew my good friend ..She lives opposite her and they met at a wedding dinner..this world is rather small..

I miss him la*

2006-03-14T22:38:00.000+08:00

Yippie nana*
I'm back ...
so ,do I sound like I relished myself??
obviously!!!
DEARIE IS ALWAYS SO LOVELY..
He came to my house and passed me his JIA ZHUAN CAI(FISH BEE HOON) to my family to eat and his bbq chicken for my sushi..
My dad was around at that moment..he is those conservative type who thinks that I shouldn't have a boyfriend but when he saw dear ,he asked him to take a sit so politely..of course i was utterly shocked!
Dear helped me alot by cleaning up the mess i made after i made those "yummy" sushi..THANKS!!
My mummy was smart enough to suggest me of bringing a tent there,in the end we left it at sentosa..too lazy to carry back!HAHAHA..and i gonna bluff her that dear took it home because he got exactly the same as mine..and he gonna give it to me!

We played with sea water,laid down flat to get ourself tanned,beach volleyball,frisbee and stayed inside the tent to have our homemade dishes..
not forgetting about those candid photos we took..
writing our name on the sand
and you know what..we picked up this rather nice frisbee(surfer pictures printed on it!) and he thrashed my original frisbee(that frisbee was belonged to alex) away..HAHA !Sad to say,Dear's volleyball gone missing ..this little boy stole it away!!small thief..He borrowed from us and never return back..):

PEEPS!!the musical fountain was marvellous..5/5 i 'll grade..the most amazing,magical things that caught my eye and made my mind drifted away..so freaking nice okay !In fact,it is absolutely free!!He video-ed some part of it in my digicam.. *touched!

We went to habourfront hawker centre and had fish ban mian..I suggested to have fish ban mian because I wanted to make this day special with fish..hahaha!!sadist..

DEAR's shoulder is always so cozy that I fell asleep...*

14/3/06--fish day..
so memorable..
*muacks!

2006-03-14T00:10:00.000+08:00

rrahhhs!!
I am extremely excited now..
Totally,i can say!

WE WILL BE GOING TO SENTOSA TOMORROW..
The fabulous yummy sushi, bayka fish been hoon, Qoo peach and apple drinks, frisbee, volleyball and most of all TANNED let my mind wonders ...
It'll gonna be fun..
because..

I AM GOING WITH MY DEARIE BABY(I use baby instead of babe..happy?)!!

which bag should I use tmr?
hmmmmm........
Maybe the billabong brown bag..at least it gonna be big enough for me to even bring back some sand !!
LLLOLLLLL!!!

I can't stop thinking about it....*
it will now and then etch in my mind till tmr arrives..;p

oh well,today was well spent too..
everything always turns out good with baby..
aishiterU..
aku cita kamu..
GUA GUA GUA..........

We had our dinner at the thai restuarant..
my money was worth spent as it was cheap and deliciouuuuuuuussssssss..
yum yam yum yam*
EACH AND EVERYONE of you,please go and try..
the waiter was damn funny..we intended to have the medium pineapple fried rice but he asked us to take the small one,silly right?? They won't want to earn more revenue..but all thanks to him,if not for him we would have wasted 2bucks..THANKS for his stupidity..=p

still thinking about tmr..

okay..i better get to sleep so tmr will come faster..hahaha!!