Saturday, April 08, 2006 @ 12:10 AM
I guess i misunderstood you.
you aren't what I think..
you aren't that bad i mean...
you're doing everything for my own good.
some hopes hinted me.
I saw your true colours already.
I always feel a gap between us.
to me,this gap is like stranger.
everytime i see you,i'll try to dart away if i can.
what's wrong ? you tell me...
I know time changes everything
and this time round , i get a little tiny winky bit closer to you.
I have been trying many times..
trying to please you.
trying to put on a fake smile everytime
trying to held back when i know inside i'm shedding tears.
trying to be the best of the worst.
trying to let you see my true colours.
trying to be so strong
but yet
this is just another game to me.
win or lost.
last 3 months,i used to be joyful and exciting on 7th of the month to get my pay..
*always cut the queue.haha!
7th April.
this feeling isn't what I expected.
Down and gloomy ,waiting for everyone to finish getting theirs and I was the last.
no reaction when I see my pay,since peggy had already informed me that I 'll be getting $4.5/hr.
all thanks to her for the inform if not i may have heart attack on the spot!
travel to town to work and ended up getting ..
hmm.
rrahs!
you fooled. big liar.
you told me i'm not $4.5/hr and now this is what i received?
I'm always looking up on myself so i assumed i'm getting $5 if it was not $4.5.
Truth is appalling and heart-threathening sometimes.
of course money is like our air..
so important to us..
RAMEN TEN!i love ramenten.I hope i'm not kidding myself
worst still,they hold back terry's pay becuase they couldn't find his application form..
LUDICROUS!
HOWEVER,I LOVE BUSY PEAK HOURS IN RAMEN TEN!
luckily,I was just in time to present my dad his kfc present from me..whahahaha!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAD,STING AND FAIZ!!!
Blink of my eyes ,it'll be my sister 's turn..
but i bought her a pmk top for her present already.
*i'm truely,deeply and madly missing him la.